I feel so alone

It’s not that it’s a new building. It’s not the new classes. But I seriously have no “friends”. I admit, I’m awkward and try to avoid people, however I can step up and introduce myself, but there is no response. I am just starting to really hate this school, this town, and this transition in life.

If you’ve read this far, thanks I guess. The internet can only do so much.

I also hope I die young. I don’t think life is worth all the trouble of living as a grown up. I have no significant other, no intention on children or a family, no real requirement or drive, to find a job or pay for school, my family’s alright and will be content afterwards. Yep. I’m pretty sure if I died tomorrow, I’d die happy.